Entry #76

In the book, Liz has an epiphany, and reflects on a past crisis she had as well. Her mid life crisis to be more exact. When she was nine she had pre-life crisis I guess is what you call it. She was going into double digits and she suddenly realized life isn't forever, you grow up quickly and soon enough you're dead. Sometimes I get like that too, like I am just letting my teen years pass me buy and not really appreciating what I am in now. I feel like in two short years I will be an adult, thats really scary to think about, but at the same time really exciting. I feel like however, sooner than I think I'll be an old lady with kids and grandkids living in some home waiting the day I die. I don't know I think all sounds pretty mellow dramatic but its how I get sometimes. It's like we only get to live one life, and it most certainly won't last forever. I guess that means we should enjoy it, live in the moment and not worry about getting old, I can worry about that when I am old.